I never used to swear, well maybe a bit now and then by accident or to myself, and when I ever did I got punished so I really don’t swear at all and am not used to it. Most of my life I have had some kind of rules or guardian and I was brought up to think it’s common and sounds awful, and I know its naughty. I’m not brave enough to swear at people anyway, because some people can be mean and nasty and are bigger than me or adults so I have bitten my lip a lot and I know deep down I shouldn’t swear and stuff.

Anyway, seeing as I’m not in any school right now and have noooo rules or stuff like that atm I’ve said it a few times and it felt good, but still only to myself under my breath.

Now I am more than ready to say FUCK YOU!!! and mean it 🙂 I feel so much better now.