Thoughts and Musings
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A new year usually brings resolutions to change behaviour, and a lot of people set goals and promise to be good or improve themselves in some way. I used to do the same, and smiled when I saw a flood of middle aged gym goers the first week in January that, are no longer there…
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Last week was a big wake up call for me. Having started doing sessions again I hadn’t realised how much the ‘scene’ had changed, which is pretty much in line with society in general. Everything is so prescriptive, it has sucked the life out of fun and spontaneity and indeed any kind of going with…
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I was told to only “focus on what you CAN do”. So for the past four months I’ve: The alternative was to wallow and let my chronic blepharospasm condition ground me like it can to some others, who never go outside or watch TV but just sleep all day. Now I only remember it when…
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So, after another hiatus and medication since my last post, I’m better again health wise. The downtime gave me a lot of thinking time. Amongst listening to a lot of music, my daily calm app, audible books and occasional perving of spanking sites I decided I probably don’t need to be a professional spanking model…
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When i say “I love you” which i have done to lots of people i care about including chosen family and occasionally in spanko relationships, it doesn’t mean I’m IN love. I think Donkey even says he loves Shrek, or Eddie Murphy said it to Judge Reinhold in BHC? So when someone I had to…
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3 more weeks and I’m free from my vanilla job to do anything I want, when I want, with no ties or responsibilities yayy! I’m lucky to have good friends close, but love my own space and life too and have no idea where it will take me. It’s very different to anything I’ve done…
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I was going to put this in my last blog post but it would have been way too long, so I scheduled it and split it over two days. Someone asked me this week what kind of rules I had when I had Disciplinary and Mentoring relationships. I found them on a page I did…
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I’m so glad to see the back of 2023! I pushed myself way too hard, moved miles away on a whim and it’s been full of every emotion possible but I’m still here for you and happier today! I launched my Loyal Fans site and uploaded the first films to Spanking Library so I am…
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This month has been amazing. Not only have I managed to get myself spanked for all kinds of things and into scrapes that even I’m impressed with, but some of my scene friends from my days in London turned up yesterday aka Josie and Jadie. Last time we hung out together was a late night…
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I have had a long break (of course I ran away to my palace in Tuvalu again to think) and have come up with some decisions. The observations I have made about myself over the last 18 months of lockdown: I am good enough. I don’t have to dumb myself down and let anyone control…
