Real Life Discipline
-
I wonder what the hell I’m doing sometimes, and I feel like I have sold out to my beliefs and what I always understood D/s to really be. It has always been something I was born with and is a living drug inside my whole psyche. The nearest thing I saw to describing my feelings…
-
Once upon a time I was a “spankee” and I didn’t do ‘BDSM’ and I still don’t in lots of grown up ways. There were always things I tried once (everything from candle wax to blindfolds). I didn’t mind them but was afraid to admit it, in case the other person may have wanted to…
-
I was very upset the other day when I allowed someone I didn’t know, to have my Skype ID and ended up chatting to him until 3 o’ clock in the morning. I had gone to bed on time as Daddy said which is in my own rules, but I forgot to turn my phone…
-
I am sorry I have been away a while. I made myself ill and overdid things with my activity so needed a break from all of this. During this time Mr W was helping to look after me. Now I am VERY happy because he is now my Daddy and is in charge of me…
-
It’s a good time right now because not only am I have piano lessons and getting good girl rewards, and am very busy with my normal career, but I am talking to a some people about being in films again later this year. It was not something I had planned and thought about but I…
-
Yesterday I reported to Mr W, in an accountability session; where I had a list of things that I had not met and was to be punished for according to the enforcement of rules I have for myself. One of the things I did lately was a repeat offence. I have done the same thing…
-
I had an accountability session of sorts today with Mr W and I decided to play around with his bath brush. Big mistake! The camera was set up to take some pictures at the end. I had a grin on my face to start with but OMG, not at the end and my bottom really…
-
I’m sorry I haven’t posted in a while but will have lots more coming very soon; my account of my trip to Boardwalk Badness Weekend party in Atlantic City 🙂 In the meantime here are some pictures from my last accountability session with Mr W a few weeks ago. I had an encounter with a…
-
I had another accountability session this week with Mr W and this time I was in trouble for: a) Being disobedient and staying up two hours after my bedtime to watch TV without asking first, and after I had said I was off to bed. b) Being careless and miscalculating my job salary expectations with…
