Real Life Discipline

  • Punishment Lines

    Punishment Lines

    I recently had to do 100 lines for my Mentor, in addition to the sound spanking I had. I had to write “If I am naughty – Sir will spank my bare bottom long and hard”‘ It was painful to sit down to do them but I had to wear my punishment outfit too, and…

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  • A New Dawn

    A New Dawn

    It’s been over five years since I had a Mentor, or Daddy, with rules and accountability. Since that time, I have had: long mixed-up periods of leaving the ‘scene’ and coming back, being a spanking model and then not, wanting to meet new people and then feeling bad about myself for it not working out,…

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  • A Reason to Believe

    A Reason to Believe

    I’m back..gosh, how many times have I said that?! Just when I feel on a roll and moving ahead with new projects my health gets in the way. After making ‘Norty Butt Nice’ I had an idea for a fantastic collaboration project, but after building a site and getting it all to work, the financial…

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  • A Party at Bishy Towers – Episode 1

    I know this blog post title sounds like a murder mystery story but due to my love of Poirot, all things Art Deco and time periods from the 1920’s to 1950’s I think I subconsciously designed my new home to look and feel just how I saw it in a film. I was halfway there…

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  • Wake up calls

    Wake up calls

    This is going to be a short post as I’m : I did have a good morning caning recently with my friend which he as usual took some fantastic pictures of. We had company in the next room so he couldn’t spank me, but said a cold caning would be in order to remind me…

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  • Snapping myself out of it

    I went to see my new photographer friend John Watts on the Kent coast this weekend and had an amazing time, 10 on a scale of amazingness!. We had chatted online and gotten on so well in vanilla chat too without discussing what spanking type detail we might do when we met. Apart from that…

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  • Cafe Rouge: Spanked and back to basics

    Wow, what a difference a holiday, 18 months and two birthdays make! In my last post in December 2021 when we were still in lockdown I was tired, jaded, self-defeating prophesying ‘The end is nigh for me’ and generally running away again like the mixed up little girl I am most of the time. My…

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  • Implementing my needs

    Implementing my needs

    I have lots of spanking implements at home that have either been left with me, passed on, or bought as presents at events such as the BBB (Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar) , the LAM (London Alternative Market) or at other parties in the UK and US. I think I have enough to cater for most spankos,…

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  • Gone with the Wind

    Gone with the Wind

    I often have times when its all too much and I just wanna run away from trying to act grown up and right now I just want to get a plane somewhere hot and be totally on my own. I say I will sleep and get myself together but after a while I get bored…

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  • So you wanna role play?

    I always saw role play as “a way in”. In my work as a model it meant I could set the boundaries and give people their scene, so it kept me safe and I never had to roam, experiment, or go outside of method acting if I needed to bring it in. I never had…

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