Thoughts and Musings
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Yayyyy yes I did it!I told my parents I missed them last night…and my small plate of beans on toast and glass of soya milk for supper before bedtime, my French lessons when I’m in my school uniform sitting at a desk with a PC audio tape on (I’m learning intermediate French), having a wonderful…
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I don’t write much but I have to say something about something I read a lot about in here, body shaming and size. I love people and I tell them that regardless of whether they think they need to lose some weight because they want to, or because they are happy and settled as they…
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I learnt a new word yesterday. I’m a total ‘Sapiophile’. I never knew there was such a big word to describe what I have always loved most in people, but it explains my choices and what makes me happiest way before anything physical. If I knew the word for it before it would have saved…
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I’ve not been much fun in here lately because I’ve been so busy since;my husband passed away in September after two months in hospital, and I had to sell the house, move home and furnish my brand new rented flat and arrange all the funeral stuff. Watching someone you love slowly die every day you…
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It feels like deja vu today!!Before I was in the scene I had sore bottoms for private domestic discipline and it was all I knew and part of my real life. Then I was invited into the scene when someone saw my photos and was like my Svengali and soon I was in films. I…
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Just a note to update my scene friends seeing as i’m posting vanilla updates to family and friends. Mr Bishop (my significant other Michael, aka MtheGM..but is not on Fetlife) had a heart attack 6 weeks ago and is not able to be mended so they are looking at short term care which could be…
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I was just loving a fantastic writing The distance (or difference) between want and need. Once again I don’t want to be the one to write a longer comment than the original post because it’s a wonderful post about someone else’s feelings, so I am writing what I feel here for playback to myself in…
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I just saw a question in a group I belong to and wanted to write about it here. I’ve had an epiphany, a true realisation, and really do feel it was all meant to be this way like a birthright. This was the post:What’s up with princesses? “Some girls identify as princesses, and I’m wondering…
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I wrote this in my new blog yesterday, as a statement of my wants and needs. It was something I always wanted to say but never could. I never ask or tell or explain my feelings about all of this stuff, and it has gotten me into all kinds of misunderstandings and relationships that were…
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I never used to swear, well maybe a bit now and then by accident or to myself, and when I ever did I got punished so I really don’t swear at all and am not used to it. Most of my life I have had some kind of rules or guardian and I was brought…
