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  • These past few months I’ve had a lot going on and a lot of changes, with illnesses and my new job, but somehow I see everything differently now and it’s not just because of the high dose Vitamin D!. Well not differently, but exactly the same as I did when I was out there a…

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  • Yayyy! I can write again from a happy place looking back on how far I’ve come and how much stronger I am. I can just say “No” and mean it, but still have play fun without sharing my true submissiveness. I know the huge difference now – play is like a massage where I can…

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  • Don’t put limits on meI have no limits on myselfThis is not a gameD/s is not playThis is why I never start anything that has an endingI would rather go without than be caged emotionallyNever ask me to share, sharing is for desperadosLeave me alone, go back to your wife, or girlfriend or “sub”Submission is…

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  • I re-drew a line in the sand again

    Today I remembered how much I love being a spanking model and how much happier I am getting something out of it for myself too. I had so much fun again today in London with a new friend, and maybe that type of pro spanking session was always safest and perfect for me. I have…

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  • ok I’m gonna say this at last. I am not used to playing with Tops at parties or ever, I am just used to Dominance. Last night when I was over someone’s knee he quizzed me on what I wanted and I got confused by it. I have never negotiated a scene and don’t know…

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  • ‘My Sun’ (A POEM)

    I need youYou make me come alive and I’m reinventedI want to bottle you up and open you on my darkest daysAnd pour you into my skin like the sweetest lotion I wish I could close my eyes, and today will always feel like the first day of my lifeAnd I will remember to live…

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  • 20 something things about me

    So my profile has always been too long, and it was recommended to me to do some writings and link to them if anyone wants to know more about me. Here goes…. I’m 5ft 7, size 12-14 (UK)/ 8-10 (US) and my BMI is normal in the average/middle of the range I have 2 Professional…

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  • I’ve been asked recently what my needs are and I am pretty rubbish at saying. It’s easy to list the fetish ones, they are on my fetish list, but I was being pretty brave and silly and adventurous in there without risking too much! I just saw these rather cool online tests in Fetlife and…

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  • BDSM Test Results

    == Results from bdsmtest.org == 100% Brat100% Boy/Girl96% Slave91% Submissive58% Experimentalist52% Masochist47% Ageplayer44% Pet39% Rope bunny33% Primal (Prey)20% Non-monogamist15% Degradee7% Vanilla1% Exhibitionist1% Voyeur0% Primal (Hunter)0% Rigger0% Daddy/Mommy0% Dominant0% Degrader0% Owner0% Master/Mistress0% Sadist0% Switch See my results in detail: http://bdsmtest.org/r/6473944

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  • Bare

    Bare

    I did something pretty huge for me this weekend. I wrote a long post in Fetlife asking for ideas from other people in the scene. Well..hmmm..it was actually an accident, but now i’m kinda glad it was! https://fetlife.com/groups/600/group_posts/11529118 I started writing it as a post in my favourite group for Middles, but then I changed…

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