Thoughts and Musings
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In my last post I wrote on a day I was actually pretty happy with the world. There are things in ‘the scene’ that keep popping up in my face that I find hard to come to terms with, and I sometimes wonder if it’s just me being too fussy or if other girls like…
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I wrote most of this a long time ago when I was in a lonely place and tired of vanilla serial dating and scene relationships. I never posted it because the timing was wrong and I didn’t want to be seen as “demanding” or “picky” or “over-thinking it” or any of the things I have…
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I’m reading all sorts of posts about inclusion and acceptance. I think if you see YOURSELF as the Elephant in the room then you always will be. Some people forever love to hold onto the Elephant label and telling the world they are or how much shit they have overcome in their lives or how…
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First of all, I PROMISE not to delete this writing. I’m only saying this because in the past I have written stuff about my feelings, and friends have nicely commented and then a few days later I regret writing and being so open and I feel stupid so I delete it again. I am sorry…
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I’d given up on writing in here for a while, but today was one of the most awfully stressful days I can remember in a while, and I have been on such a roller-coaster of emotion I want to get this one out. It’s only 6.00pm and I want to go straight to bed and…
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Hi friends and strangers! I closed my website down in January (well, I kind of made it ‘Private’ for a while), because I was not in a writing or even spanking mood. I lost my interest in meeting anybody and playing, and additionally my mother passed away recently after a long illness which broke my…
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Hey I know this isn’t Facebook or Twitter but I got the all clear today from the physio to work out again and get fit again. These past few weeks have left me flaky at best, a tantrum thrower from hell at worst. Looking forward to winter runs in the cold and rain with my…
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Today I went to see an old friend Ian, the London Tanner. I first knew Ian when he was living in America and I was getting well known as a spanking model. One of my friends was visiting the US and brought me back a personal gift from Ian around 2005, a black leather nursery…
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Here are some recent and brand new vanilla photos taken in the last few days for my readers and fans. I am happy with my family in Australia and proud of the collar we share that keeps us close. I have nothing much to say right now…so…I will just hold my breath and smile, and…
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Seeing as I’m crocked I thought I’d post some pictures of my bottom injury. In fact I did post one online before to genuinely show it when I was down and one of my female friends commented “this is extremely attractive. Really :P” which was a shock! I guess there are some people who like…
