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Wow, what a difference a holiday, 18 months and two birthdays make! In my last post in December 2021 when we were still in lockdown I was tired, jaded, self-defeating prophesying ‘The end is nigh for me’ and generally running away again like the mixed up little girl I am most of the time. My…
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I have had a long break (of course I ran away to my palace in Tuvalu again to think) and have come up with some decisions. The observations I have made about myself over the last 18 months of lockdown: I am good enough. I don’t have to dumb myself down and let anyone control…
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Since I last wrote in January, a lot has happened. I started with a lockdown friend (who I have known for ages and ages), we became a bubble and grew and grew, so now I have a friend who is a bit like a Daddy type to help look after me. For a long time,…
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Since my last post, so much has happened, not in terms of spanking activity because of the Covid lockdown restrictions, but in terms of where I am now compared with the past 12 months. Almost a year ago, I was rushed into hospital for my tummy operation, having recently gotten myself back into the scene…
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I fell out with my parents recently, it was my decision cos I felt neglected. I asked them to post my things back that just came. Now I’m very sad. Because we met in the ‘scene’ I will never know if they really were my parents and loved me or not, sometimes I wish I…
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I have lots of spanking implements at home that have either been left with me, passed on, or bought as presents at events such as the BBB (Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar) , the LAM (London Alternative Market) or at other parties in the UK and US. I think I have enough to cater for most spankos,…
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The coronavirus lockdown (which for me has been a continual extension of the 5 weeks grounding indoors after my tummy operation in January) has given me the chance to chat more, and get some unrequested ‘feedback’ and observations from people I have met in the past. I remember being told many times that I was…
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My ManyVids store is now open and I kicked off by uploading five of ‘The Trouble with Emma’ films that I managed to find and remaster. It was a laborious task and I broke all of my old behavior rules and totally burned myself out in two days to make it happen. But, it’s done,…
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I was recently asked to write a story/testimonial using an experience I had with a leather paddle. This is my best effort for my school homework and I hope you like it! That afternoon had been full of surprises, as Emma was trying to hold together a launch party that hadn’t exactly gone according to…
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Whilst I’m out of spanking action until around May, ironically I’m getting more messages that usual about sessions and I’ve had to cancel some things. It’s utterly angsty having to say “no”, and sit and watch all the fun from the sidelines like a crocked athlete 🙁 This week I was invited to attend a…
